1. |
filial
04:01
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PLEASE STOP TRYING TO SPEAK TO ME
I CAN'T MAKE YOU HAPPY
I WOULD RATHER YOU HATE AND AVOID ME
THAN EXPECT US TO "WORK IT OUT"
I CANNOT LOVE YOU
IT FEELS LIKE WE HAVE NEVER MET
DON'T SAY YOU "MISS" ME
WHEN YOU TORE MY LIFE APART
AS IF A PART OF ME HASN'T DIED
AND FALLEN OFF BECAUSE OF THIS
YEAH, YOU'RE A HUMAN TOO?
IS THAT WHAT YOU TELL YOURSELF TO SLEEP AT NIGHT?
DON'T YOU KNOW THE WORST OF US ARE?
I CANNOT LOVE YOU
IT FEELS LIKE WE HAVE NEVER MET
I CANNOT LOVE YOU
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2. |
bloom
08:00
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you're the absent type
i'm not one to judge
i stay up at night
craving to your touch
hold you to the light
you're so pretty
i would kiss the ground
underneath your feet
& i'm not a religious man, but i'd devote myself to you
i'd pay a thousand tithes, i'd offer anything to you
i wanna nurture & protect the softness deep inside of you
i wanna see it grow
i wanna see it grow i wanna see it grow & bloom
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3. |
fortitude
06:24
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did it make me stronger?
did my suffering bring me peace?
i don't know
i don't think so
did it make me better?
are the scars tougher than the skin?
maybe a little
i don't know
they say strong is the man who stands his ground and doesn't let anyone bother him, but i feel kind of bothered all the time
they say weak is the man who lets everyone trample over him, but i have a hard time peeling myself off the ground
did it make me stronger?
will my suffering bring me peace?
i don't know
i don't think so
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4. |
evil
08:15
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weak tea w/ honey
warm like my feet pressed against the ground
we could have been something
if i had wanted to stick around
i play a foolish game
i want you to see me and to not
i cant decide if i would rather be remembered or forgotten
yea, let my friends think i'm dead
we'll all be apart anyway before the end
yea, i let my friends think i'm dead
isn't that fucked up? isn't that evil?
i'm an empty thing,
cover me in anything that will attach
surround myself in trash
all my dishes sit there molding
i'm a pitiful sort
forgotten how to speak my mother tongue
maybe i pretended never knew it all along
yea, let my friends think i'm dead
we'll all be apart anyway before the end
yea, i let my friends think i'm dead
isn't that fucked up? isn't that evil?
/ aren't i fucked up? aren't i evil?
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ESSYLT Minneapolis, Minnesota
hello! :-]
i’m a musician from minneapolis. i work slowly and dont put things out very frequently, but i have a lot of things in progress and i'm excited to share them when they're ready! hope u enjoy <3
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